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Reactions to minor occurrences

I'm a pretty analytical person.  I analyze the things around me and I analyze myself.  Mostly it's just to try to figure things out, without a real purpose or goal in mind.  It's been interesting to discover (sometimes by myself, sometimes with other people) how this quirk is changing or affecting me.  It's well-known in meditation circles that the act of observing thy self, changes thy self.  (This is getting too meta!)

If something tiny and inconsequential happens in any daily situation, I tend to notice it.  If I'm alone, I just sort of notice it and then carry on whatever I was doing before.  If I'm around someone else and I'm looking for a way to engage in some kind of conversation, any tiny thing that happens tends to be good for that sort of thing.  So I'll react to a phone vibrating, or somebody laughing in another room, or a door slamming, or whatever.  My instincts on these matters are usually pretty good;  a conversation will usually result.

But if the situation is awkward in any way, or something that I want to alleviate, disregard, and otherwise send away, I will not react.  If you play poker, this is a classic tell.  When someone has a really good hand, they want to discourage people from folding, so they'll withdraw, act very quiet, and otherwise not try to rock the boat in the hopes that the situation will progress in their favor.  They want others to think everything is well.  Yet, it's sometimes tangential to this.  I usually act very quietly to not rock the boat, but only in an attempt to discourage the awkward situation from continuing.  My default instinct is that any change will keep this unwanted scenario, not rid me of it.  This is usually correct (I think).

I don't really see either of these traits as bad things, other than the possible application it may have to my poker game.  (That will eternally need forward progress.)  I've recently turned my attention from trying to figure out machines and concepts to figuring out people.  And boy, is it interesting.

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Oct 14, 2009
Kim said...
Trying to figure out people is like my most favorite game ever.
Oct 19, 2009
Ice said...
Hi, I have read through your blog and I enjoy reading your thoughts. I think the more that you look inwards the more the outer reality shifts and changes. I think most people spend too much of their lives just analyzing the external world, failing to realize that the external world is merely a perception based on the sensory organs of the body. And with recent discoveries in Quantum Physics we can see that the observer has a direct effect on the outcome.

I have always been interested in comparing an analytical mind to a more emotional mind. I would say that I am a very analytical person but that it is due to the fact that I have somewhat suppressed my emotional state, due to the fact that it seemed slightly illogical or just difficult to explain. It always seems so much easier to analyze another persons emotional state but so very difficult to analyze ones own.

I enjoy meditation and I try to utilize it as best as possible to keep my mind clear. It somewhat blows my mind that so few people meditate, how do people expect to help the human race if they cannot help themselves or solve their own problems?!

I 'hear' in some circles that it has been shown that even Thought alone can affect the state of particles, molecules, the body, and even reality!

 
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